March 2011
2 posts
January 2011
7 posts
4 tags
5 tags
Working on a logo design for the new church! Only problem is, im stuck with the original design concept we had. I can’t get away from it. I want to give more options but the sketches are all similar win minor tweaks. Oi. Maybe its a sign… maybe this is how its supposed to be…
I wanna go sledding.
I want a campfire to melt a ring of snow around it.
I want to see my breath.
I want to have a snowball fight.
I want to wake up and see the sun reflect off the snow.
I want to ice fish.
I just miss the real winters.
Its a new year, again.
Oi another year. Starting a veggie and protein diet starting monday, I want to blog dishes I make that turn out any good. Alot of outdoors and camping blog posts. We’ll see how things go!
Get ready
Get set
GO!
September 2010
2 posts
3 tags
“Creative work is a gift to the world and every being in it. Don’t cheat us...”
– S. Pressfield
Appreciation or Something Else?
So I get into these moods where I don’t appreciate what I should…
Then again, does appreciating something pacify you from doing other things?
If you have a bad day with something a few times a week but erase that feeling with “appreciation”, are you stoping yourself from moving on from that bad thing?
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Just a thought…
E.
March 2010
1 post
90s music and Typing keys
I really would like to get back in the the swing of things with my journals and blogs. Oi. So, just a quick post.
Music: Third Eye Blind- “Never Let You Go”
—9:30 wake-up
—Breakfast: hash browns, eggs, and cheese. (yum)
—Watched: Lucky Number Slevin
—Played: Dante’s Inferno
—Showered
—Cooked: Real Italian Lasagna! (Turned out well)
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February 2010
3 posts
(No Subject.)
I need to work on this…
I need to work on this without them…
I need to work on this thing with you.
For the time being...
I have been absent from the life that I reserve for online time.
and for that I am sort of saddened, yet I am not at the same time.
I have been busy with friend which is worth it to me, my friends are my family.
Not to mention I have going about something that I may share in a short while.
For the time being, do not loose faith. I do intend on keeping this blog updated as soon as I find my...
January 2010
20 posts
Looking over my shoulder.
So I am talking to somone about my past and its nice. Who knows what made me want to, I guess I am in a sharing mood.
I think its time to forget it.
I think I’ve had more then enough time.
I think it’d be a waste to spend anymore time.
I want to work on the new, the better, the exciting.
I think its time to forget it.
School, traveling, giving, serving, helping.
gimmie....
Movie: Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
Just saw
Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.
A very creatively, insanely, mind stimulating explosion. There was mystery, drama, action. There was midgets, imagination, and a great cast. There was an eye full of fantastic cinematology.
I highly suggest you take your free movie passes, your dollar bills, your jar full of coins and see this movie.
This will most definitely be a DVD purchases...
my life in latte art.
Earlier: Woke for work. Lunch with Casey and Dom. Life Aquatic. Contemplating Belafonte tattoo. worked some more. Picked grandma up from work. Showered. Goofed with my hair for 20minutes. Starbucks with Martin, Ian, Megan, Casey, Niki. Hazelnut Latte. Got my car washed and filled up the gas tank. Came home. Changed into sweatpants.
Now: Home writing this. Listening to City and Colour....
How much for that person?
(From the written journal)
Gold is only worth as much as we are willing to pay for it. What makes objects such as that so worthy of a high price? The limited amount of the mineral. So if i were to ask the same price for, say, tin, would you not mock and heckle me for suggesting such a price? We sort of prioritize people the same way. What is this person worth to me, worth my time and emotions?...
Living in the Shallow.
Remember when you were young, playing in the pool on a hot summer day. Spashing, laughing, just having fun and enjoying your time in the water? Remember how you would get a glimpse of the deep end and wonder how cool it would be to venture out past the rope and into the deep end. To be able to experice the pool on the bottom floor? To be the cool kid jumping off the diving board and making the...
Awkward Turtle: Me
I’m sitting at my mom’s waiting for dinner.
My mind is stuck, tripped, anchored down… I can’t figure out what it is going to take to set my head straight. I could honestly care less what conversation is going on and I sit here droned forward. What is it going to take?
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I just told my friend Meg that I get stuck in these spots and don’t feel a need to branch...
I crave...
Oh how I wish for…
and
UGH!
To: You
I want everyone to listen up:
Please quit being a worm in others’ life. You have your own issues to worry about, let people do as they wish cause odds are they know a lot better then you do. There are some cases where participation in a friend’s life is needed, but not as often as you’d think. Please let people live how they wish.
I’ve had three incidents today of...
somethings I forget.
Sometimes I forget.
I forget who i am supposed to be.
From: The Past To: The Future
If there is one thing I could offer you, I wish it would be my hands you asked for.
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so I am gonna type up some stuff I have written in one of my MANY journals…
Enjoy the gross words that will one day be my demise.
//
I’m stuck in a conversation with myself going nowhere but in circles
every word out of my mouth is like a paper cut self inflicted
i’ve been digging...
December 2009
4 posts
so here's the thing...
I’m taking my life up the culinary route.
Its going to give me the flexibility to travel to other countries
Its going to stimulate my creativity in a way that I will HAVE to put on display
Although socially awkward, I’ll have to get over it
I was racking my brain on the possibility of traveling to other countries and helping out at different orphanages. I went once to Mexico and...
I'm on the last bus outta' here.
I’m stuck
i’m fed up
i’m outta here
You forgot
you lost out
I’m outta here
There is something in the way the world looks at me
That something is the something the blind has
waste your time, no longer mine.
good bye, i’m outta here.
life update to come...
I will be posting a lot tomorrow when I get a chance, life seems to be turning up for me!
To be posted: Videos, Writings(Emo Shit), and Future Plans!
Sorry I am lacking the frequency needed to uphold reader’s attention, tomorrow starts a new beginning!
October 2009
12 posts
Books to read:
lone survivor
by marcus luttrel
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war and peace by leo tolstoy
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LCPL Kumar, Vishnu S
LCPL Kumar, Vishnu S 2nd battalion 2nd marines Weapons Company Platoon: CAAT 1 - Section 1 UNIT 73085 FPO AE 09510-3085
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Vishnu’s address.
Why does living in the night conflict with living...
Oh the feeling of digging myself into holes that I don’t know what to do with with myself once I dig so far that I can’t get out…
Why do I have to behave this way?
Do I disreguard these people around me? Do I do what I want, when I want, with a complete disreguard? Majority of the time I ends in a failure, so why do I wish to continue?
Why must things be so weird durring the...
Moxie the Dog.
Clipped Nails.
Bath.
and a Treat.
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Moxie is a happy puppy.
Giving Up.
Just GIVE ME A SINGLE CHANCE…
Creation...
Ever get that feeling of,
“oh shit, awesome”
Yeah, fuck where is the sewing machine and why must I use it at 1:15am…
(( Some girl just screamed outside… don’t tell me i am gonna grab the shotgun tonight, please..)
Spiral Pages: Five
its all we ever needed, the happiness of each other.
But it’s not so easy when its only you who knows this.
left out and alone with no idea of what to do
give it one more try, i’ll give you all my life.
I can freeze time with you by just holding my breath
oh the danger of willing to do anything to see your smile and hear your laugh
As long as i have this pen and paper all my...
Spiral Pages: Four
why do i dream of my heat getting broken
oh thats cuase my dreams include the suggestion
i only want thte option of me getting hurt
one day my love will see what i went through to find her
the craziness and obstacles i had to jump through
why is it as I sober up i realize how much i’ll regret how much i told you
only because I am so worried…
Worried that I’ll wake up and...
Spiral Pages: Three
its like another notch on the belt
a “tag you’re it”
for that split second i can feel you
but then you leave my hand to hang
all I can do then is bleed
you are the 5 minute smoke break
kiss my lips and breathing into my lungs
for that split second i can feel you
but then my time is up and i’m
counting down the time till i can
kiss you again
my siren hiding at the...